Archive for December, 2005

Chrismtas 2005

Tuesday, December 27th, 2005

Oops… I was supposed to write all this down yesterday but somehow that didn’t happen. Time flies when you’re having fun ;-)

So Christmas this year… Well, to start off, only Gillian was really into the Christmas spirit to start with; Liam is still too young to at least explain what his opinion was on the matter, poor Roo felt too miserable to get into it and I let everything get ahead of me…

But then the 24th rolled around and somehow we pulled it back together.

So on the 24th after putting the kids to bed, I sneak into the garage and start opening the boxes containing the trampoline assembly so the kids would have the surprise of a read-to-bounce-on trampoline on Christmas morning. But before I got to the boxes I realized we really do have two huge mice living in the East wall: the previous owner put a window-AC unit in that wall and didn’t seal it all roung leaving enough space for a large squirrel (or a mouse) to find this a very comfy home, plus they chewed a hole in the sheet rock below the unit so they could get inside the garage. I’ll have to take care of that today, but that’s another store…

Soon after I started Ruth’s parents arrive to help with the assembly, which was good because it still took the four of us about two hours to mount the 88 springs, and the side net. Once that was done and we were alone again, we laid out the the Christmas presents after we finished wrapping them, and built the train set so the kids could play with it.

In the morning on the 25th, we got up before the kids (for once) and waited in the living room. When Liam stirred, I got him out and then woke Gillian up. Liam was so groggy… :-) Gillian thought it was the coolest thing, this whole present opening deal and plowed through the packages. Both kids’ favorite in the end: the big round bouncy thing in the back yard! Who would have thought ;-)

We then skipped church and headed North to spend the rest of the day and possibly the night with family. When we got there, we went right back to opening presents. Gillian was having a blast, Liam on the other hand… seemed a little out of it. In his defense though he had just woken up, in a new place, people shove funny looking boxes in his face… For like an hour, he sat in my lap looking at a set of matchbox cars in their box.

Afterwards, we ate and played games. It was fun, even though Valton and Jared are slightly on the mean side to play with/against as they do it to win at all cost, no matter what the body count is, and not to have fun. But we did anyway. And the kids were so good, the whole time they played with the new toys. And Liam even took a nap, which he usually never does while he’s there!

Now, we still have a big mess in our living room… We still have mice in our wall… But somehow everything feels fresh, renewed. It feels like a new year has begun already. It’s nice :-)

In need of a huddle…

Saturday, December 24th, 2005

Well, as year draws to an end, the calendar as well as the 27th year of my life, it’s time to huddle with myself. The need is even more pressing as usual because of 3 big factors. 1, I just got chewed out by Roo over how poor a life we’re living. 2, we’re more broke than ever. 3, I just read an old journal entry and am thinking that not only did I not make progress on some of these, but I actually moved backwards.

Here is the current where-am-I-now assessment on a scale of 1-10: (taken from Focus on your Dreams

  • Health: 3
  • Family life: 4
  • Spirituality: 3
  • Social life: 1
  • Career: 2
  • Business: 1
  • Personal Development: 2
  • Education: 2
  • Income: 1
  • Financial situation: 1

Boy, that’s bleak to say the least!
So let’s follow last year’s example and go through the accomplishments.
Personal development

  • Read quite a few books.
  • Built a slightly-better self-image and wardrobe

Father / husband

  • Have gotten better at recognizing my shortcomings
  • Changed shifts to be available more
  • Become more patient, though there is a long way to go still
  • Got Gillian enrolled in preschool (was set as a goal)
  • Bought a house in September (was set as a goal)

Employee

  • Moved off of night-shift (was set as a goal)
  • Moved to CE (was set as a goal)
  • Recieved the best review I ever had

Business owner

  • Showed more plans than in 2004 (not hard)

Spiritual

  • Got sealed to Roo (was set as a goal).
  • Paid a more complete tithe than in any other year before.
  • Had better church attendance than in any other year before.
  • Read up to BoM to 3rd Nephi so far with plans on making it by the end of the year.

Hmmm… what seemed bleak at first turned out not to be too bad after reviewing last year’s goals. Though I still managed to steer of course quite a bit.

So where do I want to go from here? Well, let’s see…

Personal development

  • Follow a weekly workout program.
  • Be closer to a 32 waist than a 36.
  • Track finances bi-weekly.
  • Keep 100% accuracy on my daily dozen.
  • Have a 100% completion month on my daily dozen.

Father / husband

  • Spend more 1-on-1 time with Roo.
  • No longer use my calm with anything they do.
  • Play with Liam and Gillian daily.
  • Spend 1-on-1 time weekly with both Gillian and Liam.
  • Commit to better provide for our family and do what it takes.

Employee

  • Complete 3 projects in the first quarter.
  • Drive support information management.
  • Be so good that there will be no question about my move to CE being permanent.

Business owner

  • Achieve 7500pts by the end of March.
  • Attend go diamond.
  • Be a go getter every month.
  • Go 1000pts by the end of January.
  • Call Jan weekly.

Spiritual

  • Pay a full tithe.
  • Have 100% home-teaching completion.
  • Have FHE weekly.
  • Re-read the Book of Mormon twice.
  • Read DnC.

That will definately keep me busy.
I need to print this and hang it next to my daily-dozen!

I’ve been defiled!

Saturday, December 17th, 2005

So I was peacefully working away listening to an old CD… When all the sudden my ears were ruthlessly assaulted by a tall guy with big hair wearing a black leather jacket driving a black 80ies Trans Am singing “If Only I Could”…

How in the world did David Hasslehof make it onto here? And what was I thinking???

I feel violated…

A sure sign

Friday, December 16th, 2005

A sure sign that it’s almost time to go home… you’re pretty much the last one left and you’re singing along with Selena to Dreaming of you.

Boy am I glad that nobody is here ;-)

A blah kind of day

Thursday, December 15th, 2005

It really did turn out to be a blah kind of day. This morning i forgot/couldn’t find most of what I was supposed to take with me, at work everything was upside down and I couldn’t (still can’t) seem to get focused on any task at hand.

The fact that I forgot lunch may have something to do with that though ;-)

And it’ll be a while before I get home… Leaving here at 7pm with three errands to run before heading home… Well, let’s make that two and one errand tomorrow so I’ll survive the night AND can be somewhat usefull to Roo too.

Poor thing still has two sick cuties on her hands. But she sure sounded the best I heard her in weeks today!!!

29 minutes to go. What, me counting?

Again!!!

Wednesday, December 14th, 2005

I can’t believe the server’s hung again. If it keeps this up it will earn a derogatory nickname…

Grrrrrrrrrrrr

Monday, December 12th, 2005

Grrrr… I profoundly dislike that a leased dedicated server can “hang” almost every month, while a 9-year-old Poohbear reboots itself once or twice a week, but aside from that stays online the rest of the time. At least it reboots by itself not like the leased one you have to call in a reboot request.

Not happy.

Job thoughts

Saturday, December 10th, 2005

I like the days where there is nobody but me on this entire floor. It’s nice. It’s quiet. I can listen to music all day while working… :-)

And while doing that I’ve come to a realization: I’m not a true geek. *sniff* Who would’ve thought.
Whoever invented Perl was a true one. I mean honestly. Who came up with if ($tester =~ /^[.]/) meaning “if the value of the variable ‘tester’ does not start with a ‘.’”?? Once you’re looking for more than one value it gets quite cryptic. I realize it’s all in the name of efficiency, but come on!

The bad part is, it’s contageous… if you HAVE to use it every day (well, almost) it starts to all make sense… EEEWWWW :-)

Ouch

Wednesday, December 7th, 2005

I cut the tip of my middle finger on a manila folder. Silly. It hurts. Especially when I type. And what do I do all day?

I type.

I should’ve called in sick.

My life, a new chapter.

Tuesday, December 6th, 2005

Goodness, looking back at the last few weeks, I’ve been a real jerk to say the least: short tempered, impatient, with expectations of my family members set unrealistically high… I mean Roo and I were at each other’s throats ever evening almost!

And then with one swell move it stopped, Saturday when we went through the Temple. Less than a month ago, I would have, well I did, dismiss Ryon’s remarks about opposition when doing something good spiritiually as fairy tales, but now… I have to admit the truth in his statements. It really feels like coming to a port after crossing a stormy sea, or like opening a new chapter in a book. Everything seems to shine in a different light. It’s rather nice, really.

So Saturday went well. It was overwhelming, but it went well. It was surprising to see how many people cared enough to come. Even the reception in the evening was nice.

Sunday went good too. Though it was scaringly unproductive. Indeed Roo go to spend the rest of the afternoon spleeping while I… (*hides in shame*) played The Sims again.

Monday was good though somehow the day got lost in little things. But it was a beautiful day.

And then today… We went back to the Temple and I got to sit outside and enjoy the quiet for a bit. It was rather nice.

The only thing that really bothers me is the list of things I want to do/improve on is so daunting, so long…